Yikes!!!!
No way. I can not do that. Thats impossible. Surrender is tough. It takes a whole bunch of skills
Faith
Hope
Patients
Understanding
A quiet mind
A calm heart
more faith
Adaptability
Strength and weakness
So much more that I am not aware of.
I am being called to surrender.... Shit thats tough.... but doable.
Hhhhhmmmmm can I truly surrender to my destiny?
Can I surrender to my dreams?
Can I surrender to my pain, my joy?
We will have to see.