I released the Book of Sam (CLICK TO READ THE BOOK OF SAME HERE) about three months ago. A Novella that was my first full length story. It was an adventure of learning and of truth. It was short and to the point and as I re-read it I see how young my writing skills are and how much work I have to do.
I did not receive to much opinion on the Novella. I sent it to some publishers with non of them getting back to me yet. I also sent it to many friends and family, without much response from them as well. I can honestly say that that was a struggle for a while, Questions came up...
"Am I a good enough writer?"
"Am I fooling myself?"
"Does anyone care about me?"
Those are essential questions in following a truthful life. They need to be answered and they need to have space to be expressed.
Here is what I learned. I am not a good enough writer for some and a great writer to others, but what matters most is that I am writing and loving the process.
I am always fooling myself and I am always being honest. My writing is an exploration, not a competition.
And, many people care about me, but that does not mean they need to share in my dream. My intention of writing is to voice some stories that circle around in my head and make them accessible for those who wish to read them. If one person reads it and likes it , then that is enough.
The Book of Joe, the second in the series is well under way. A harrowing tale of a patient in a mental hospital and his exploration with hallucinogenic drugs and his realizations of the human experience. I look forward to this story more then the last, it seems to have more pieces, more depth and way for research. Again, I will share it as soon as I am done.
Peace and Wonder.